Now that I’ve been disconnected from the Net in the office. Seems like the router glitch. Doesn’t matter. I can’t concentrate on coding anyway. I might as well blog about whatever strikes my mind. Tomorrow will be the day. The PPS Bash. I won’t be able to go despite the fact I really don’t want to miss it. What can I do? Financial crisis hits me again. Hard this time. With stack of unsettled bills. Living in this world sometimes seems tough. Everything needs money.
I’m dropping the case.
Argh. For the last 2 nights, I’ve been sleeping in the living hall. I’m home alone. My sister having her sleepover at my uncle’s house. Babysit those kids. Those nights, I was playing some chinese songs. Repeating itself until the wee hours in the morning. Those demented and tormented sad love songs. No. I’m not heartbroken. Not yet and no one to heartbreak me. I’m just feeling blue. Feeling melachonic.
Monday night. I cleaned my room. Moving my stuff to a smaller bedroom. One of the photo frame that was hanging was the photo taken in 1998. High School time. Commonwealth Trip. Found the black block signed by my ex-coursemates from ISE. Time really flies. Getting old already for all these shits. Tuesday night. Searched for Shelly phone number. SMSed her. I told her I’m still alive. Is she? She replied. “Do I? u mean? well. im still breathing 2.thx 4 yur ‘concern’;->so, how r u lately?” And I been messing with Winnie’s mind lately. Feeding her with mixed messages. Caused her to confused certain things. One of her SMS. “Are you jealous?” Last week, I took the old Pyschology book out for reading. Going through certain topics. Found out my ex photo (the one and only one) which I thought I had thrown away. Still
intact. Good condition. I almost forgot how she looks like. She look even prettier in my mind. Should I keep it, return it or throw it? Don’t have any slight idea what I should do to it.
Just one sentence. Fuck The World]]>
On this day..
- Quote of the Day - 2008
- How Horny is Malaysian? - 2008
- Happy Birthday to PPS - 2005
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