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It has been a while since I met up with Ivan. Both of us are busy with own lives. Just like Wingz used to say, that we need to take care of our own rice bowl. Ivan was available that afternoon and we meet up for a drinking session.

He just brought up the issue of how he had changed for the past few years. Seriously, I do admit there is huge differences as to compare himself back then. Maybe, just maybe that the process of what ones are going through that mold a person. And that experience is so valuable that it is ones wisdom. From there we will be looking from different perspective of life.

My dad passed away 7 years ago. Poor thing is that he couldn’t be here with me right now. There are times in life when I am truly hope to have him by my side to share all my ups. Just the other night I had a dream. dream about him and I ended waking up in tears.

Since I was young, I always wanted to know about my position in his heart. How he would perceive me as. Therefore, everything I did was trying to meet his expectation in me. All I know was that I need to fare well in school. Bring a lot of A’s back. I didn’t care because he believe that by studying well will bring you up above.

After completion of my secondary education, I furthered my studies in TAR College. It was during the end of semester 1 when my dad illness getting worse. Eventually I lost him to something greater than us. I begin to lost my focus. I keep telling myself that I need to shift my focus and that my mom putting her hope in me. I was her pillar of strength that keep her going strong.

As I diverting my focus, I felt emptiness in me. That’s when I began to seek for replacement of him. I grew the habit of corresponding and eventually there was one penpal that makes me interested in her. One of her letter asking my dad cordition after mei yan. So I told myself why not I try and see if there is any chances or chemistry happened? To keep it short, she was my first girlfriend.

Not many of my peers met her though except from my course. That’s why even sotong always think i’ve never in any relationship. Was wondering how my dad will perceive her back then. It was a bumpy ride for me. Learning to be a responsible boyfriend of her. Being first time, I didn’t know about anniversary, first 100 days and stuff like that.

The relationship lasted for few months and things was tough for her. I do admit that there’s plenty of wrong in me. CL, if you do drop by my blog I would like to apologize for all my wrongdoing and thank you for the memory when we were together.

Now presently, I would wonder how my dad would see me as. Working as a salesperson despite my education. Would I be disappointing him? How about the way I dealt with things in the past years.

Being in a score and five, wondering where I shall stand 5 years, 10 years and 15 years down the road. What will be my focus and goal in life? Lord I’m doing all I can to be a better man to my mom, and all those I love with.

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After a numerous and endless meetings and discussion with the committee, finally the day has arrived. The committee gathered at a floor above the Skyroom to get the preparation done. Packing all the goodies and freebies together was a tedious job. Thanks for the volunteers, namely April, Belle, Lisan and Huei who come early to help out. Not to forget our sponsor, Chan Lilian who also got a fair share in the preparation for the goodies bag.

Skyroom was ready at 5.30pm and we began to move all the goodies down. Our event sponsor, Pleasant Surprises did hell a good job for setting up the stage and decoration for a 15 minutes job. Thanks for the balloon. It makes a lot of kids happy that night. Shiryen and Janice was good to offer the help at the registration counter. Poor Shiryen, she have to stay back at the registration counter waiting for those that came late. Chan Lilian was so kind that she brought Shiryen some food later. The 3 lovely ladies, Belle, Huei and Lisan was kind enough to remains at the gift counter all night long waiting for the late comers to collect their gift.

By the time 8.00pm, the room was 80% full and the dinner begin. Our Chairman, Wingz gave a minute speech followed by our main sponsor, PIKOM. Thanks for their guidance for us to organize such event and for turning up. Then, there is a presentation by listing all the bloggers whom attending the party last night. It was accompany by the TGG theme song, specially composed by Hong Bee, all the way from LA. A screenshot of all the bloggers webpage. Speaking of screenshot, we had JeffOoi to drop by as well. Wah lau yeah….

Thanks to the generousity of the sponsors, we have too much gift to give out that I eventually asked Penny just to give it away. So, she simply asked who loved patroning cinema and watching movie just walked up to her so she could give it away. Wah lau… Like that also can. This couldn’t be happened without the generousity from CinemaOnline. Funny part was the table games where each table have to produce a list of items from shoe to bra strap. Lin Peh also say that all the female bloggers doesn’t wear bra?

Finally, know all the bloggers and blog readers already know that KennySia doesn’t wear brief but rather boxer. Some more it has to be Byford. =.=’ So, if those who got the boxer with KennySia signature on it wants to make money, I think they can start auction on the eBay. Sure a lot of female readers/bloggers want to have it wor. Heard he got wear them one wor. The hailat highlight of the night was from our sponsors, Tenaga Nasional Berhad for the iPod Shuffle. The game was about customer service (reporting via sms) in case of blackout. Once the participants registered with the system via sms and get the reply, they have to show the message to redeem the iPod Shuffle wor. Pixart gifts was one I look forward for but too bad, they don’t draw my number 008.

And I’ve learned what is the ingredient for Singapore Sling. Next time try ask “Sex on the beach”, or “Blowjob” ma. I sure know 1. When the emcee announce the gift for the ingredient game was from Cooking Island from Penang, the winner got shocked. How to buy from Penang? It’s an online shopping la!!

DiGi goodies and free reload card was more than enough to satisfy the crowd. Too bad a lot of them come up and ask, “Where is the Yellow Man?” Some was way too into DiGi that they bring their FengShui compass to locate the “Hou Wong” very yellow corner but couldn’t find wor. Hehehe. When I saw FireAngel, I called up her name. She was shocked that I knew her name and then asked me whether we met before. I told her no and yadaa yadaa… leng lui ler i tell u. SkyKeepYou also say she very leng lui. So, want kao her ah??

There was 3 booth for our sponsors and special guest, YvonneFoong. Not only the Timothy Tiah and Ming Shen young and leng chai but so are the rest from Nuffnang. I recall my friend, Kelvin talk to one of the Nuffnang people saying that the goodies given by Nuffnang wasn’t enough. He was looking forward for Kelly number. So Boss Stewie, is she taken yet? Hehe.. email me k her contact. Advertlets and Redesign malaysia booth was captivating. Not because of the ads but all the chics working there. Josh, when mau bagi contact? Hehe… and I was touched by bloggers support for YvonneFoong by patroning to her booth. Thank You.

I also heard that PIKOM chairman also thank Pianoforte. No, we Together Gather committee have to thank Pianoforte for their generousity to get in touch with PIKOM. manyak tenkiu wor.

Sounds and Pictures give out their magazine for all perusal, while Zon-e provided party pack for all to have a pardeii….. Moreover, KidChan photographer very pro. Snap snap… wah lau. feels like celebrity. Especially when we are taking group photo at the end of the night. Not to forget, thank you Federal Hotel for their support giving us a hotel room for preparation too. And you know what, it is so nice that they can start apply to be part of National Heritage. Hehehe

Last but not least, I woud like to also thank the following for not only signing authograph for Dale but camwhoring too:

Ahpek
Ah Nel
Alvin Chong
Andrew Yeong
Angel
April Ng
April Yim
Arif Sanchez
Arsyan Ismail
Boss Stewie
Bryan
Cely
Clare
Cocka
Cutiepie
Earl Ku
Egghead
FireAngel
FL Sam
Golfnick
James
James Yang
Janice Looi
Jess Chong
Jason Mumbles
Jiun Jie
KimberlyCun
King’s Wife
Kwong
Laundry Amah
Liew Cheon Fong
Liew Mun Tien
Lisan
Lockee
LMF
Mae
Matthew Kang
Mei Yee
Mikel D.Lian
Minishort
Mott
Sasha
ShaolinTiger
Silencers
Simon
Suanie
Sui Lynn
Titahpah
The Snark
Vicky Au Yong
Yatz
Yvonne
Zeo
Zewt

As for me, being part of the Together Gather committee, was please to work with them. They are:-

1. Wingz – The Chairman
2. Shireen – The Chairwoman
3. Lin Peh – The Chief of Integrity and Human Resources
4. Aceone – The Transportation Minister
5. CKYeo – The Chief Security Officer
6. 9393 – The Fund Raiser
7. Ah Huey – The Gate Keeper
8. JKN – The Entertainment Director
9. Kenny Ng – The Multimedia, Communication and Energy Director
10. ~TheAngel~ – The Designer
11. PennyPupz – The Announcer
Okay, here’s the sad part. We need your feedback. Please send all the good words to tggenquiry@gmail.com. We want to know how you feel and tell us, you are asking for more….. Thank You

A collection of all the bloggers who blog about the TGG. Thanks to CincauHangus.

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I was msn-ing with Lisan when suddenly out of nowhere, I cried like a whimping baby. Shed my tears and damn disgusting look. my conversation with her become so emo. I shared with her about my ex and stuff like how it started and things. Damn. Maybe was because I don’t know what I can do or what to do to help a friend of mine who got dumped by her boyfriend of 7 years. She caught him cheating behind her where she spent her time and effort working in his family company. That’s why every night, she stay back and do her job while he leave the office early at 5pm sharp.

Some more on the Saturday morning, I was going through the PPS for any update on the party where I stumbled on a post by jessbabe. She blogged about a father and that particular article is damn emo I tell you, minus one of the commentor who wrote as follow:-

Darth Vader : Luke, gua si lu eh lao beh
       (translation: Luke, I am your father)
Luke : Boh Ko Neng!!!
       (translation: Impossible)
Out of nowhere, dunno wanted to laugh or not. Seriously, I found myself damn emo lately especially begining of the month. PMS? Boh Ko Neng!!!

Maybe its the damn heat today. Blame on the heat.

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