Tonight, I stirred up my mom emo-ness again. Not knowing what to do and what can be done, I sms-ed ‘her’ for advise. Yet, she didn’t reply me. Perhaps avoiding me once and for all. I don’t know but I can’t blame her though. Life got to move on.
My mom was pissed off that knowing what is happening to my sister when I updated her on the conversation between my cousin sister and me. Actually, my sister took a drastic step to resign from her current job, and relocate to Bukit Mertajam. I knew why she wanted to do so and can truly understand her situation. In fact, I also thinking of relocating back to Penang. Which at the end, my mom just getting pissed off.
All these while, my sister and my mom aren’t in good term. Right now, she just grumbling in front of me. I told her that i just talked to my cousin sister and not my sister. In fact, I don’t feel like talking to my sister at the moment. She just way beyond her normal self. She’s just working her mind in a different way. Introvert I would categorize her as.
You see. My mom was pissed off at my sister taking her step to move to Bukit Mertajam despite her objection. Now knowing that my sister doesn’t have decent job yet over there, she been screaming at me for my sister’s actions. Moreover, she keep complaining that why my sister can’t get a job here in KL?
The fact is that each family have their own issues to deal with. As for me, I am sitting in between the mother and daughter. I don’t know what happened back then but they never seems in a good terms. My mom further added that she will disown my sister if she is intended of not coming back to KL. *sigh* I think I have further upset her by saying I thinking of relocating to Penang. She added what can you do in Penang? You can’t earn as much as making a living in KL. Hehe… to me, because ’she’ was in Penang. That’s why. (Bryan, nope. I did not mean EY)
Or I was also telling my mom that I felt like going away from Malaysia. Leaving this country for a while. To let the things cool off a bit. Nothing serious. Just chit chatting. Maybe she took it so seriously. But indeed, she is the only concern I had. I mean there’s no one else to take care of her besides me. My dad passed away early. My sister and her… you know… so, I have to take up the filial son’s job. Being here for her.
I always know what my mom wanted in life. But yet again, I’ve tried and that’s not the thing I really wanted. My needs and hers are different. As a son, I think I am comply to meet her needs. Sometimes, I do envy of TNS for he had the guts to go against his mom especially when it comes to certain issues. I wanted to but I know if I did, there’s no backup or fallback plan unlike last time, which was my dad.
Sigh* life some times is like that.
On this day..
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- Dale - 2007
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