After been here for sometime, I had lost it and found it. Yes, indeed I have lost my innocence and found the blogger’s block. Basically it means I am so blur about myself that I ended up ain’t got much to blog about. Just when it seems to be drained, I have yet to turn to the surrounding for inspiration. The world itself is an oyster to me.
Notice I did that there wasn’t much of a proper post as well as good content. Some that came by would eventually think that my blog can be considered as a money making site that just got nothing but biased content paid by the advertisers. I am not being paid well to do that. So please that into consideration that I do still have the desire for blogging. It all drills down to the time and effort spent. In fact, at times I do envy of 5xmom and Ahpek for putting such effort in writing posts. Especially when it comes to few posts in a day.
The nature of my job does not giving me the luxury of sitting down and blog about things I had in my mind. Even my mind is being clouded with the job. Yes. Every minutes and seconds are being spend on the thinking of the work. Dealing with the customers and the business partners. How to go ahead from here. Planning every single move ahead in the corporate world. Knowing what are the things needed to be done. Actions to be taken. It really suck all the brain sap I had, which in the end I am dead tired to think further on the blog content as well as the language.
I don’t mind that the job is eating me up mentally, just that things that are confusing me myself and I. Knowing that in the coming Raya holiday, I planning to take 2 days leave sandwiching the public holiday I still need to apply not only to my immediate superior but few level up. So in case I am going into the boss room tomorrow to appeal for the leave (yes, i am using the word appeal even though I deserve it but not in the eye of my boss), pray for me ya?
To add the salt into the injury, the absence makes the heart go fonder. Rather some would say that it is rather the out of sight, out of mind. 
I’m done for the day. Time to bed.
On this day..
- randomness in place - 2006
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