Inspired by a friend’s true story… putting myself in his shoe; as a first person story.
Am I a loser or what for being single till today. I have been many years with her and I loved her so much. Then the time I lost her, it grieved me so deep. She left for a greener pasture in life. Being a career minded woman whom seeks for the society approval than love is something I need to be able to accept.
It has been 3 years since that day. Now looking back these years how I lived my life without her. It was something beyond what I could ever fathom about. In fact, for the first year after that I begin to skip dinner. For dinner was something special between me and her. That we would savor the moment together in our own cozy house. The little 3-bedroom apartment we bought together once we landed in our first job, after the college.
I was all wrong all the time. When I got her around, I took her for granted for that she will stick through the ups and downs with me. Despite my bad habit for gambling, she was acceptance of me. Yet, the little demon inside me grew and ended beyond my own control. I was an avid and addicted gambler. I put everything I had on the betting table every now and then. But I never put the food on the table since.
On this day..
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