Patience. I have lack of it. I know I am. I also know that come to the realization of it; I hated myself for being such impatience man. I couldn’t wait for it to happen by the cause of natural instead.
What else I can be doing in the matter?
I have lost the hope for blogging for that matter altogether. In the reality of facing the truth, I need to assure that I am capable of handling certain matter myself
A lot of time, I am also being a stubborn guy wanting nothing but winning. The desire to win is far greater than losing? But it is just another state of mind. We can deceive ourselves by telling we are just doing well. But instead something what we wanted is not what we can afford. A lot of time, what others want we might not be able to provide but we can compensate in another form of it. If we cannot give it all, then it shall not be the one we shall be seeking for. That is an ultimate suffering for us to behold. In fact, just a piece of an advice from a friend that time to convert it to another form rather keeps suffering. Might feels better tho’
It was yet another matter I need to find out. The possibility and the contentment of my emotion is very fake on the surface. In coherent post this shall be because I am rambling for no reason what so ever. I just feel like I need to blog something and considering it as a form of freestyle blogging which carries no weight at all. If the person feels that he or she wanted to go, I will not stop or retain as I will not be bothered about future. Nor I am will be so sad about it. I will live it through. Use my own heartache to let the bygone be the bygone.
Every time when I am in the low, I know I shall have the invisible wings to lift me up. It will bring me to see the sunset and sunrise every day, giving me the hope of life. For that I have the invisible wings to lift me up all the way; in search for my dreams. Giving me the hope to look forward for every sunrise and looking at the sun at the dawn.
Once you fall in love that the heart cannot be recollected for giving out. Same goes to the person who sings the love song was very serious about it. And sings it with very sincere from the bottom of its heart that begins to fathom how many people that he had fall in love with? People who fall in love and lovers wonders why that the songs were so surreal, that even leaving the less to be damned.
Touching stories were aplenty. But a touching love song is yet to be composed for you. That promise was made to dedicate the love for you. I heard that your life is like a flower pending to blossom. Taking its time awaiting for the right person, as the person to sing that unheard songs.
How about that our life can be part of the junction, the intersection of your and my life? Standing at your side, I felt a little dangerous that you can only based on feeling to the right one. You said that we are only a small episode and just being an intersection of life. Listen to me that do not act such way and tell me that you know what to do. I am willing to suffer with you as long as I am with you to walk the path of life. He won’t be a good man, or even a good lover. There are a plenty of good men and a life without him won’t be so hard to you. At least you still got my warmth and concern to lead you the days after.
When opened the eyes I couldn’t see the sun rise. And the days are slow. Now I realised that the love is very the hurt. It is hard to comprehend than what I can imagine. After the love, it become so hard to believe that I can find the answer hence I skipped the dinner session for a year. Then I will be looking for friends as a shoulder to cry on; to put all these behind me.
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