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Some said I am too difficult.
Some said I am born blur.
Some said I am complicated
Some said I am crazy.

I want to turn my head to them and tell them, I am me.

Matchbox20 – I’m Not Crazy Lyrics
All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me that
I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good
For something
Hold on feeling like I’m heading for a
Break down and I dunno why
I’m not crazy
I’m just a little unwell
I know right now you can’t tell
But stay awhile and maybe then You’ll see
A different side of me
I’m not crazy
I’m just a little impaired
I know right now you don’t care
But soon enough you’re gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Talking to myself in public
And dulging glances on the train
And I know I know that they ‘ve all been talking about me
I can hear their whisper
And it makes me feel that there must be something wrong with me
After all the hours thinking somehow I‘ve lost my mind
I’m not crazy
I’m just a little unwell
I know right now you can’t tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you’ll see
A different side of me
I’m not crazy
I’m just a little impaired
I know right now you don’t care
But soon enough you’re gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I’ve been talking in my sleep
Soon they’ll come to get me
And they’re taking me away
I’m not crazy
I’m just a little unwell
I know right now you can’t tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you’ll see
A different side of me
I’m not crazy
I’m just a little impaired I know
Right now you don’t care
But soon enough you’re gonna think of me
And how I used to be
And how I used to be
How I used to be
I’m just a little lonely
How I used to be
How I used to be
I’m just a little unwell

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Infidelity…..such a fine line.
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Sometimes I get a little confused as to what counts as infidelity. My friends and I had this conversation where we were trying to define what infidelity means. One friend said something that made me uneasy and confused. She said that “chatting” counts as cheating and is a dangerous behavior because it can lead to things. i’ve always considered chatting a harmless behavior, just like poking, sending kisses and hugs, those are harmless flirting and should be fine, right? For example, when I send hugs, or kisses I send them to both male and female friends and dun give it much thought as to the deeper “meaning” behind it other than that i feel affection for whoever i sent it to as a friend. I mean seriously who the heck takes these things seriously right?
Then we moved on to things that she considers dangerous behaviors…..such as going out and having drinks or a meal with a male friend, even if it is harmless lunch or tea. In short she thinks that people who are attached are not advised to develop close friendships with members of the opposite sex.

Now I am all confused 0_0 WHY can’t men and women be friends? Is our society so closed minded that people with close friends of the opposite sex are often barraged with nudging, winking and skepticism: “Are you really just friends?”
Seriously as a woman I happen to think men make great friends too, they are fun, they make great jokes, they are not as sensitive about things, etc etc.

Sigh…I dunno anymore

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a transition from month of August to month of September gave me the blue while at the same time demotivating ownself just like I am having a monthly period, minus the cramps and pain.

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Patience. I have lack of it. I know I am. I also know that come to the realization of it; I hated myself for being such impatience man. I couldn’t wait for it to happen by the cause of natural instead.
What else I can be doing in the matter?

I have lost the hope for blogging for that matter altogether. In the reality of facing the truth, I need to assure that I am capable of handling certain matter myself
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I think i am getting sick. But I won’t get sick!
Mind power…..!!!

Watched X-Files over the weekend. Much to my disappointment, after the tv series hype it has no longer contain the excitement.

Prefer David Duchovny in his Californication

Back to work. Really tired and overloaded?

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and I’m lovin’ it

Theodore Parker described democracy as ‘a government of all the people, by all the people, for all the people’. Winston Churchill was perhaps more realistic when he called it ‘the worst system of government except for all the rest’. Whichever definition is preferred (and they are not necessarily contradictory), most of us who have experienced democracy would not want to exchange it for any other system of government. But what kind of economic regime is best suited to real democracy? That question is too often ignored by economists.

Democracy assumes that ordinary people are wise enough to elect a government. If so, surely they are more than capable of deciding how best to spend their own money. And yet in the western European democracies people regularly vote for governments that take between 40 and 50 per cent of their incomes in taxation. In so doing they are saying that fallible politicians know better than they do themselves how to provide the health, education and other services that they need. The Adam Smith Institute has calculated that for the UK Tax Freedom Day falls on 30 May.

Even those on very low incomes are taxed to the hilt. For example workers on the minimum wage of £4.85 an hour start paying income tax after 19 hours work a week. By the time they have worked 27 hours, they are paying 33p in every extra pound in income tax and national insurance. Gordon Brown, with the agreement of the electorate, taxes the poor into greater poverty! How did we arrive at this crazy system?

In short, because we expect the government to do far too much for us. And as that attitude developed during the twentieth century our democracy gradually changed into what Ralph Harris has rightly called a ‘demockery’. To reverse this trend will require radical, new thinking on the part of people and politicians and a very large reduction in taxation and government expenditure. If the government were to stick to its basic roles of defence, maintaining law and order and providing a temporary safety net for those who had fallen on hard times, taxation could be reduced to between 10 and 15 per cent of GDP and Tax Freedom Day would be in February. Many taxes could be abolished and others slashed. The UK would become the world’s most dynamic economy as well as the truest democracy.

taken from Adam Smith Institute Blog

or from Winston Churchill

“The best argument against democracy is a five-minute conversation with the average voter.”

~ Winston Churchill

and everything about Democracy

I still love Malaysia. Let’s go vote today

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Lately I have been told that I got 10 A’s for the SPM myself. In fact, if were to compare with today’s SPM result, these kids are hitting the sky with 20 or 40 over Aces. Who am I were to compare to them?

Moreover, I don’t have 10 A’s for my SPM. Even if I do also it shall be just a couple of A’s. But strictly not 10 A’s. That because I flunked my chemistry paper. I remembered that I was been given tips what shall be appearing in that paper few days before. All I need to do was to memorize the entire essay and structured questions part.

In order to score in that area, I need to memorize the chemistry chart. Hence, I studied the chemistry chart so I won’t miss out that area. Coming to the exam, I mistaken the chemistry chart between the Helium and Hydrogen if I still remembered correctly. It has been 9 years since my last SPM exam, so it is bearable to forget it.

Anyway, I screwed that paper big time. And given that I can even screw up that paper with the insider tips, do you still think I can get 10 A’s? Please. Drop it.

kthxbai!!!!

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I went to Low Yat Plaza last night with a friend of mine. He was planning to upgrade his PC and there we go. Wake up late in the middle of the noon, I skipped both breakfast and lunch. So, by the time we reached Low Yat it was around 6pm.

When we finished our business of selecting the peripherals for upgrade, we got about 1 hour of time to loiter before they are done with the PC assembly. So, we headed to a nearby coffeeshop for a drink. Whether was it luck or anything, we came upon the Hainan Tea Station.

Since both of us lazy to walk any further, we decided to settle at this shop. We ordered coffee, toast and nasi lemak. Not to complain, but the service was worse. To begin with, my friend asked for the password to access their free wi-fi. One of the worker told my friend that the password was “A for Ten” in cantonese which sounds like “A Sap Ching” which suppose to mean “A10000″ but she meant type A ten times instead. This friend of mine keep trying and to no avail he unable to sign in. We asked the worker again, that what was the password? She then replied, “A for Elephant, ten times”. I was like flabbergasted… huh? “A for Elephant Ten Times”?
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With the trend of having rally and protest scaling up in Malaysia, it seems more of a festive rather than anything else. With so many bandwagons and upcoming events like this, why not the government come with solution that will be a win-win situation for both the government and opposition.

Here how it should be. First, the government should allow such rally occur often. It helps the economic. Everyone going to the rally is like going to watch any concert or attending a big sport competition (imagine the Euro Cup which ended recently). Much more bigger than Jom Heboh! from TV3.

For start, the government can work out few packages for these events. These packages come in few prices.
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too much stuff I wanted to blog about. It has been a while since the pleasure of blogging gone missing. Somehow somewhere sometimes, it just doesn’t feel like it. No longer having the pleasure of blogging.

there are too much of thoughts and too much of stuff to blog. I had topics but need to refine them. Compose and fine tuning. Properly articulate it in nice verse and sentence. It doesn’t seems much of the right words. I lost of my words. Seems like the cat got my tongue.

Things that ran across my mind were:-

1. Immediate Superior – Sexism
I have a colleague whom told me that he cannot work under the female supervision. Namely if he had a female boss. First thought was “does it really matters?” It doesn’t matter whether it is a black cat or a white cat as long as the cat can catch the mouse.

2. Effect of recent petrol hike
Everyone keep complaining and mumbling after the increase. It won’t stop the petrol from hiking. Everything seems slow and the bad times are coming faster than we expected. If this continues to go on, we are going into a time where far greater than the Great Depression.

3. Movies – Kung Fu Panda and more
Manage to catch some nice movies lately. From the PCs and from the cinema. These scenes and storyline playing with my thoughts. Urgh… not good.

4. Work, Authority and Stuff
Would be quite sensitive to put in words here. So should do a private post about it I hope.

5. Books
The Pirate’s Dilemma got me to put on my thinking cap. Which means I never really give it a thought until recently. Change. I need. Let’s see….

Other than that…

P.S. I Love You

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